Was supposed to go to the Australian Universities Open Day thing but I decided today isnt a good day. I just want to sleep. but I just ate 2 eggs and half a packet of ramen noodles. I know right. so much for my I want to be anorexic plan.
On a different note.
Can you believe the police came to my house because my parents were fighting over a potted plant and a table? as in they were fighting because of it. isnt that just stupid. I honestly do not know why the police even bother. How many bloody times do they have to come to realise that : My parents are crazy. And mother is now outside the room weeping telling me she wants to die and that she has nothing for her and that my dad's basically a dick. (this is after I told her I dont want to hear anything) She's so dumb. just fucking divorce him and dont bother fighting with him. She says it affects my brother. erm hello? I guess I'm invisible. I'm invisible and to them. I'm just a messenger for the both of them. The guinea pig they use. Well better me than my brother I guess. Oh this is just precious. I'm "siding" my dad now. Tell me something new, mother. Its starting to sound old. She says she cant take the things he does then why is she still here. Love? fuck love. That's too selfish.
She wants me to do something. I cant fucking do anything. What can I do? They are fucking crazy. I'm your daughter not your fucking therapist. Shit. Shit. Shit. I know my parents. They are actually both the same. My mother is no angel and neither is my father.
they are fucktards.
I need some sleep. Even though its only 11.33am.
"How can you hide from what never goes away?" — Heraclitus
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