LAFF

No Hay Amigos.

I hate making new friends. Like I used to be cool about it but I think facebook has made me into this crumbling mass of nerves. Like social networking sucks. Like there’s always random tags in photos popping up and my heart starts to palpitate. You know in case I look like total crap. Which I usually do. And there’s also that underlying “popularity” contest to see who has the most friends. People judge you from facebook.  I mean we get judged everyday already why provide people with a platform?!!?!? I would delete my facebook but people always assume there’s something wrong in my life if I do. This blows.  Fuck You Mark Zugerblablabla.

I really do hate making friends. My mind always gets into overdrive and I can’t like relax cause I keep thinking about possible ways for them to hate me. And we’ve only met TWICE.  I think I am socially inept man. Its not that I dont want to make an effort (eg. Text messaging them , chatting on msn)but its cause when I do , I end up lying at home thinking if what I did was like gross or social suicide.

WHY ME. 

Its okay. I have a plan. A plan to be a hikikomori.   

Peace.

Insomnia

I hope you’re learning to listen
And I hope you’re learning to stay
And I hope you find what you’re missing
And I hope that you’re making you’re way
I’m a headcase if I don’t keep moving
And my head hurts if I don’t sit still
It’s an itch that I’ll never stop scratching
It’s a hole that I’ll never quite fill

Off with your head...Dance til you're dead

LAFF

Hahahaha

sad faced old men

Louis Garrel : The Sex 6

):

I wish that without me your heart will break

I wish that without me you’d be spending the rest of your nights awake

I wish that without me you couldn’t eat

 I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep