Hello. It's New year's Eve today. And i hope you are doing something worthwhile to celebrate the end of a year cause I'm not. Im doing absolutely nothing. I wanted to think of a list of resolutions for the coming year but I concluded that I have no resolve so I gave up. Made up another list instead.
I am currently matching celebrities who I think should potentially date and being very oblivious to my own lack of a love life. or any sort of life.
I mentioned before that I would distract myself with imaginary boyfriends right? But it turns out my imaginary boyfriend has a girlfriend in reality. I am actually sad that my imaginary boyfriend who isn't my boyfriend has a girlfriend. I don't know if this feeling of hurt and betrayal is even legit.
Downward Spiral.
I hate the holidays. You feel more lonely than ever. Like if it wasn't a holiday and I was alone I wouldn't feel lonely. I would feel like I'm having solitude. But cause its the holidays and there are all these expectations you feel an overwhelming feeling of loneliness. Like something's missing.
Peas. Hate the holidays.
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