Suffer well so that no one can tell. My life's motto at the moment. God seems to be playing tricks on me and he seems to make my life his little joke. I written a lot of drafts but never found the motivation to post them. Cause well they are not very cheerful. I don't think my usual posts are cheerful but they are not depressing. I hope.
made pasta today and ate like 2 bites cause well didn't have an appetite and my fingers smelled like a combination of garlic and onions. I like cooking. but I cant cook well. so I'm just going to have coco puffs for dinner cause I pour milk well.
recently people have been talking a lot to me but somehow their words ifs processed through my brain as blah blah blah. like literally I hear those words and its like I zone out. as a response to their blah blah i go okay im fine yeah i know. I wonder how much blah blahh blah smile I can take. Im good during school though. easier to suffer well. except for some days. My uni friends must think I'm weird which is why when I go back on monday I would have to be like "omg. friday was such a shit day. I think my period's coming" or " hey dude i was having such an allergic reaction to the universe on friday" and plead temporary insanity.
MUST LOSE WEIGHT. I have been lifting my food bans thus resulting in a depressing weight gain. today will be day I shall enforce my bans again.
Peace.
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