I feel incredibly guilty for a few things
1. Rented a full season of Grey's Anatomy. After watching it within a span of a day, more or less, I had an epiphany. So many people die of aneurysms, some random disease that requires a team of medical experts that I, Nikki Tan healthy and kickin' it, shouldn't complain about the fatness of my arms. I mean I should enjoy my life because well I have the fortune of having one and a pretty comfortable one at that. So I feel guilty for previously moaning about my fatty limbs.
2. I also feel guilty for laughing at this guy who blogged about how a fox ate his pet chicken called "brain". He even posted a very sad angus and julia stone song in memory of Brain. R.I.P Brain. Sorry for laughing.
3. Deliberately bringing my laptop out just so I can carry my very pretty laptop case and not look like an idiot but really just feel like a complete fucking idiot on the inside.
4. Posting photos of myself. I'm thinking its kinda gratuitous but I posted it anyway.
I am guilty of one more thing.
5. Guilty for being a phony. I just wrote that I'm going to stop caring about my fat arms and love my body and life when I still hate my body and life. Well at least the epiphany lasted for about 5 minutes. And still secretly mocking about the guy who is publically mourning Brain.
Peace.
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